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The hidden half of domestic violence
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TEE'S TESTIMONY IS UTTERLY HEARTWRENCHING DONT FORGET SHE LIVED IT AND IS FORGIVEN WITH THE SAME MEASURE AS US ALL. AND REMEMBER SHE WAS BORN IN TO SATANISM AND DIDNT HAVE A CHOICE : NOW SHE IS JESUS CHILD! READ ON. JESUS IS GOOD AND TEE LOVES HIM!
THERE IS MUCH SHE HAS HAD TO HIDE DUE TO WHO SHE IS RELATED TOO AND TO PROTECT OTHERS! I KNOW THE EXTENT AND SHE HAS SPARED OUR FEELINGS KINDLY!
I LOVE YOU TEE, YOU SURVIVED!
I BELIEVE AND KNOW GOD USES TEE POWERFULLY AND THERES MORE SO MUCH MORE TO COME, PRAY FOR HER HEALING SHE IS SICK IN BODY! PRAISE GOD HE CANE HEAL HER!
Here it is as you asked for;
the best as I can amidst my troubles
and ill
health;
I am trying
to share this in as orderly a fashion as I can; but lets
start by
saying that I was adopted out by the time I was 2 yrs of age
and at age
three I had a horrible case of the measles that caused my
partial
deafness and other health problems; because of being deaf
dumb stupid
retard and being forced to attend hearing schools where
the
teachers were not trained or equipped to help handicapped
students-I
suffered greatly. And I withdrew to read and read and
devour
books and loved occult arts and anything unusual I was
reading
before I was 5 yrs of age; I had several neighbours that were
molesting
me, and training me in the satanic covens; I dont blame my
parents for
being preps But for not protecting me much better. (I (
found out
later when I found my birth mother she was a breeder and I
was
dedicated to Satan when I was 7 days old and was thus the
Anointed
Daughter leading the victims like lambs to the slaughter but
now I am
free because of the Living Water! :)); and by the time I
entered
into 7th grade; we had 3 teachers that helped us study our
dark arts;
one was a male with whom I had sexual relations-remember-I
was deaf
lonely and any attention was better than none plus I was
training
and rising fast to my ranks; and two of the teachers were
females one
the wife of a Protestant pastor(theyre now divorced) and
the other
w3as true womans libber and fired after a few years
teaching
history at school because of being caught in having sexual
relations
with a few of the male students! When I became 13 I
received my
High Priestess Initiation; my birth father was there and
for awhile
it just did not connect that he was my birth father-it
seems he
was always there; (my birth mom told me she gave me up for
adoption to
try and protect me BUT it didnt work I was found and
followed
and trained and used anyways); and after a2while we Satanist
pretty much
ran and owned the schools. I LOVED my rank and power5 and
authority I
had at the time; I did NOT like nor appreciate the
humiliations or disciplines or sacrifices; after awhile I still to
this day
can't always block out the screams of the tortured. We would
meet in an
abandoned school house near by we would leave the school
walk thru
the woods to a one room school that was used as a storage
area and
for us to meet we kept many of our crafts stuff underneath
lose floor
boards and hid our pentagrams underneath old carpeting.
In the 70's
near 1972 the Jesus People movement started coming into
being and a
few students at our high school in Walton Indiana started
speaking in
tongues and going around praised the lord and saying
things like
Jesus loves you, man! One Way-Jesus! Hell No we wont go
heaven yes
we'll be blessed! As if that was not bad enough-we got a
new Asst
Principal named John that would start walking OUR demon
ruled all
ways praying and carrying a Bible! What WAS this? How
DARE he
interfere with OUR rulings and powers???
But God had
plans-mighty plans. My cousin invited me to a Bible Club
Meeting and
saying that her mom said she should invite me since we
were
cousins and poor lil ole deaf me (yeah right) and so I went. My6
cousin
shared a dream that was troubling her, and I interpreted for
her and the
guest speaker was a spirit filled lady named Mary who has
since died;
she asked me" are you a witch?" inwardly I laughed and
laughed O
lady if you ONLY knew! For you see, witches dont normal
believe
there is a Satan but Satanist do! Most witches believe their
powers for
good and drawing down the moon and all that and as ye harm
none do
what thou wilt is the whole of the law sort of teachings...
But you
know what? From that fall when I met Mary in 1972 till May
4th 1973;
she either called me wrote me or came and visited and spent
time with
me or all of the above; she was a BRAVE woman to take on
the forces
of hell; in later years she would tell me; "if I had only
known what
I was getting into-I wonder if I would have done so-
rushing in
where angels fear to tread!" Because of her obedience to
the Holy
Spirit's leadings and obeying him; because of her spiritual
warfare
prayers; Christian books started appearing in my demon
protected
lockers! Run Bay Run by Nicky Cruz was the lst and his
parents
were into Wicca and Sanitaria and so I related to that one
and I wrote
and asked him questions and he spent a lot of time
counselling
me and encouraging me to turn my life over to Jesus
that "if he
could do it and still be living-so could I!" Other books
such as A
New Song by pat Boone, The Other Side of the Coin by the
Happy
Hunters. And 9 O Clock in The Morning by Dennis and Rita
Bennett;
mom and dad Bennett spend many hours writing me and
answering
my questions as did everyone else and they helped me on my
own inner
healing journeys once I surrendered to Jesus...
on may 4th
1973; I was already in a p'o'd off mood due to a failed
coven meet
the night before and one of my bodyguards Rick (he is now a
double
amputee from strokes. diabetes complications and goes thru
kidney
dialysis 3 times a week and waiting on a new kidney transplant
sigh and
still a pretty strong Christian amen) came to me and said my
name was
announced on the inter com and I was needed in the Office so
I went into
Dr.John Myerss office-this new asst.Principal and there
was Mary
weeping and they were holding hands and I guess praying and
I thought o
brother!
Then she
looked up at me and Rick and said; "if you don't accept
Jesus this
day you will die!" I was like cool! I'll get my rewards
from Satan;
but then Rick started bawling and accepted Jesus right
then and
there and I thought-ok youre our next sacrifice! Then Mary
had the
audacity to bind up MY demons and rebuke them telling them to
leave me
alone so I could have a clear head and not be interfered
with and I
broke and accepted Jesus; a week later I received the Holy
Spirit
Baptism but Thats another story!!! :)
It took
years before I realize that I had coven trained alters that
were
causing me to lose time and still participate at rituals; and in
1990 I
started my journey towards healings and integrations.
Now I am
here to expose the works of darkness...I am sorry for any of
you who
might recognize me and I asked your forgiveness for ever
hurting you
in Satans name I ask y67ou to be free of this part of
me in the
name of Jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lesley
asked me to0 share this song that blessed her so here goes;
but before
I do it; I want to say this;' my birth father is dead now
he died
about 5 years ago-his heart exploded on him-poetic justice-
my birth
mom died of alcohol related problems a few years ago we made
peace my
birthfather cursed me and refused to receive the gospel of
Jesus in
fact he beat me up pretty bad. But I KNOW they cant kill me-
until it is
God's time for me to die! For HE promised me to take
care of
me-as long as I remain under His covering and share my story
for His
glory.
Ok here is
the song Lesley;
"We are
over-comers by the blood of the Lamb
we are
over=-comers cause He's the great I AM!
We are
over-comers we've heard and answered His call-
we are
over-comers
Praise God!
He's our all in all! (This is the chorus after each
verse)
Stumbling
thru the darkness ahead theyre shone a Light-
many souls
were thus afraid many died of fright!
But I the
helpless victim went forth on bended knee-
and as I
reached towards that Light-
He set this
captive free! (Chorus)
With His
Spirit in me, I am pulling down the strongholds
for He is
giving me a mighty spirit bold!
And He
tells me that when I am storming the Gate's of hell-
to stand
very firm-for He will protect me well! (Chorus)
One evening
as I walked-thru a dark and troubled night-
I stumbled
upon a meet-there saw an awesome sight;
there upon
the altar, an innocent child was spread-
and as I
reached to help her-I realized she was dead! (Chorus)
O Father
God above me-why does this happen so?
As you hold
me tenderly, I bask in your after-glow;
when will
these sacrifices stop? Is there anything I can do??????????
To continue
to expose the enemy-AND GIVE THE GLORY TO YOU!!!!!!!!!
Love and
prayers, tee and zoo crew (chorus)
used to
serve on the world council and have travelled widely due to
coven
businesses and thank you Lesley for all you did for us earlier
here it is
my story for His glory. Anyone feel free to ask questions
Im usually
on am and later pm for the saints of God and for the
Lamb from a
wounded warrior, tee.
TEE HAS COME A LONG WAY AND ENDURED MUCH ABUSE BECAUSE OF HER PAST, BUT JESUS HAS SET HER FREE AND THERE BUT FOR THE GRACE OF GOD GO WE, PRAY FOR TEE, MPD CAME IN THROUGH THE TERRIBLE ABUSE.
SHE IS INCREDIBLY CLEVER AND AMAZINGLY FREE CONSIDERING!
GLORY TO GOD.
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